Summer is almost here. A lot a new things are on the horizon and I am so grateful. It’s been a while since I last posted, but ish happens. For example, a brief breakdown about life and lack of direction. Yeah, that really happened. It was crazy, but I suppose that’s what life is about right? How about having to tell a “more than friend” that we absolutely cannot be more than friends anymore? For the first time, I actually took the initiative and told him how it is and how I want it to be. I can’t lie, his outpour of feelings for me had me trippin for a minute. I do believe he’s sincere, but he’s not in the right place in life.
All I have ever wanted was for a guy to be straight with me about his feelings and I for the first time, I got it. Even though my feelings aren’t the same anymore, I still have to respect his honesty because I keep my own feelings locked away with the key hidden.
On another note, why must I attract married men?? Seriously. I know I’m not the only woman with this problem. What makes guys who are attached think they need to pursue something with me, talk to me, just plain communicate with me?? What the heezie is that about?
I used to think it was just me and some vibe I give off, but nah….it’s their punk asses.
Signing off…..
